Jan Beatty, Drag


They say I have attachment disorder 
from years in the orphanage—I say 
I’m attached to dirt: to the grit  
of stones, pulverized metal from  
the slag heap, I learned touch 
from air, I fashioned love from 
strangers. Your families
make no sense to me. 
My mother’s the 4 barrel of a 409, 
my heart’s dragstripped 
from the shredded tires 
of predators. Go ahead, 
think of me— 
throw the red flag down. 
I’m one you never figured,  
dead engine start on a quarter-mile strip, 
my lo-jack is the split/ 
the pull away— 
you back there, 
me running the distance.  



Copyright © 2024 by Jan Beatty. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 20, 2024, by the Academy of American Poets.